I had a little run in with this old flame today…
(My gym doesn’t allow four legged friends, but how cute is this?)
For the first time in over a month I ran on the treadmill.
My goal was to give my body a much needed break from running until after Christmas, but I was feeling so stressed today that I hopped on the treadmill on the gym and did some sprinting. For me, there is no better release than a hard run. I only ran for about 15 minutes out of my 30 minute workout, but it felt great–just what the doctor ordered!
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I eluded to the fact that my life has changed basically in the blink of an eye. While I am very comfortable in my decision to leave my day job, I am sad to say that John and I have decided to end our relationship. We have been together for a very, very long time and we both believe it has run its course. He will be moving out in a few weeks and I will be staying in our apartment. I am very sad to lose my best friend, I am scared to be on my own, and I am unsure about what the future holds. It is comforting to know that we are ending mutually and that we will always love one another. I literally have no idea what is next for me and that is terrifying and exciting at the same time.
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Breaking up is such a hard thing to do, and I wish I had wisdom to share. Just know that each day gets better, and it definitely takes time, but things WILL get better. I’ve been there in the past. It’s a scary feeling, but you’ll come out stronger on the other end. I’ll be thinking of you!
THANK YOu for your comment on my blog. There are so many days I write, and feel like its just for me…but when someone tells me it helps them I am overjoyed.
Ending a relationship is hard. but Ive been here before, and I know it gets better, I know I can move on…and I know you can too! There is so much out there in this world, and every day is an opportunity to find it!
Keep your head up girl!
xo-Molly